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Three Days in the Light Legends of the Grail

When a woman discovers the Goddess within her own nature, she becomes whole. She becomes an embodiment of the Grail, the vessel in which the divine light can dwell. This is also true for men. They also become much more attractive to women. Legends of the Grail is a collection of ancient Irish myths, and the missing or untold stories of Goddesses told in first person. I begin the book by thanking my husband John Patrick Sullivan, who not only encouraged me to find my inner Goddess, but who found and integrated his own divine feminine. So this is not just a book for women, but a book for all people seeking love and wholeness.

It has literally taken decades to bring volume one of Legends of the Grail to the world. I collected the myths and legends in Ireland while obtaining my doctorate from 1985-1993. I literally walked to the areas where the stories were told and felt them etched in the land. If you listen carefully with the ears of your heart, the Earth speaks. Myths and legends are etched into the landscape.

Winner of 3 Evvy Fiction Awards

A few years ago, dreams visited me in which Celtic mythological figures came to me and spoke. They were insistent that we remember the true essence of the feminine, for in doing so we heal and the Earth thrives. I recorded the stories they shared in dreams, meditations and deep contemplation. One of the stories is eight thousand years old, yet each Goddess in the book was demonized in some way. When each Goddess re-tells her story, she frees herself of centuries of misunderstanding.

In the book I also offer practices that can allow us to untangle and free ourselves of stories that no longer serve us. We have the opportunity to align with the Grail, a symbol of our wholeness, our personal essence. The Goddesses remind us that we have an unquenchable fire inside.

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author: Ayn Cates Sullivan, Ph.D.
Genre: Fiction, Irish Heritage, Women’s Studies
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298 Pages | ISBN 9780988453791
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Genre: Fiction, Irish Heritage, Women’s Studies
author: Ayn Cates Sullivan, Ph.D.
298 Pages | ISBN 9780988453784
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Three Days in the Light Heroines of Avalon, the Legends of the Grail series volume 2

About Heroines of Avalon:

Any nation or tribe that remembers and re-tells the stories of their people carry a torch of light and insight that continues to pass hope from one generation to the next. Heroines of Avalon includes a round table of inspiring women, including well-known Welsh deities and almost forgotten Arthurian female Grail Knights and landscape Goddesses. In this collection of British myths and legends, each heroine re-tells her story, often freeing herself from centuries of misunderstanding. These feisty women are inspiring role models. The book also includes practices that can help the reader journey to the deity and integrate the heroine’s life affirming qualities. This is the second volume in the “Legends of the Grail” series, which focuses on the Grail as Goddess. The series is designed to help us restore and embrace the qualities of the feminine that have been lost in most cultures and religions.  As the age of violence and domination ends, we look to the feminine archetypes to heal us both individually and collectively, so the planet can be restored. It is a book that invites wholeness and peace.

Categories: Women’s Fiction, Goddess Studies, Celtic Mythology

Current Interest: According to the New York Times, actress Reese Witherspoon recently said that it is important to bring “women to the front of their own stories and make them the heroes of their own stories.” (January 31, 2018, front page.) The three books in the Legends of the Grail series which can be read in any order, are written in such a way that each woman, goddess or heroine becomes the champion of her own tale.

Audience: Anyone wishing to find feminine role models, and those with British or Celtic roots, which includes half of the population of the United States.

Mission of the Book: The purpose of the book (and the entire Legends of the Grail series) is to help women and men remember their wholeness. We are at critical turning point in our planetary history. It is time we remembered to care for one another and this Earth. These are stories date back, in some cases, as far as 8,000 years, yet the wisdom is timeless. We need tales of light and hope so that our children have a future to live into!

Heroines of Avalon & Other Tales is a WINNER of the 13th Annual NIEA New Age Fiction Award: 


A Story of BecomingA Story of Becoming

Ayn Cates Sullivan’s latest book, A Story Of Becoming is a fable for all ages.

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Reviewed by Cheryl E. Rodriguez for Readers' Favorite

Unseen, unaware, a seed lies deep within the soil. A Story of Becoming by Ayn Cates Sullivan PhD is a seed’s journey of self-discovery. The seed reaches toward the light and breaks the surface into a beautiful majestic world of wonder. Observing the world creates times of self reflection and transformation. As the seedling grows and matures, she becomes more in tune with her surroundings, finding harmony in nature. However, as she continues to develop, she questions her purpose in the meadow. Why was she created? What is she becoming? When the storms of life alter the world as she knows it, she gains further understanding of her future and destiny. Renewed, refreshed and full of life, she gives of herself generously, multiplying her goodness for generations to come.

Ayn Cates Sullivan's A Story of Becoming reveals the miracle of life. This allegorical narrative may be diminutive in pages, but it is extensive in meaning. Elements of truth buried beneath the surface of the narrative resemble the nutrients held within the soil that nourishes nature’s fauna. I read it several times, discovering hidden gems of understanding each time. Sullivan’s writing style is sensory, simplistic, and eloquently imaginative. Belle Crow DuCray’s artwork illustrates the story beautifully, bringing depth and animation to Sullivan’s words. The fantasy fable’s theme echoes the unique purpose of life. Its mood is magical; nuances of awe, child-like innocence, and the wonderment of creation meld together masterfully. Sullivan creates balance in the narrative by portraying the challenges of life with the fortitude to overcome by becoming who you are destined to be. A Story of Becoming will inspire both young and mature with its timeless message.

Illustrator Belle Crow duCray hand drew each page.

Awards for 'A Story of Becoming'

Great Southeast 
Book Festival 
for Children

Honorable Mention 
Los Angeles Book Festival

Runner up in the children's division of the Great Northwest Book Festival 2015

Top Honors
Gold Award Recipient

Honorable Mention - Children's Book - with the San Francisco Book Fair!

Children’s Division Winner of the Paris Book Festival

We are thrilled that 'A Story of Becoming' has been chosen by Spirited Woman as a top pick for the spring of 2015.

‘A Story of Becoming’ received an Honorable Mention at the Green Book Festival in NY.
'A Story of Becoming' just won its 10th award, an Honorable Mention at the Hollywood Book Festival. SPECIAL INTEREST
Inspirational / Visionary – Picture Book – Gold.

Winner Beverly Hills
Book Awards

A Story of Becoming has won the Gold with Nautilus Book Awards 2016 in the category of Middle Grades-Fiction.

A Story of Becoming Winner of Best Visionary Fiction.

Readers Favorite 5 Stars
Finalist with the International Book Awards -
Children's Body/Mind/Spirit

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A Story of BecomingThe Fairy Tree

by Hannah May Hocking

Daisy discovers a magical tree in her garden and the tale behind it. She learns that no matter how lost or in the dark you are, there will always be a ray of light to guide you home.

British author and illustrator Hannah May Hocking studied
medicine until she fell ill to Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS). Her
garden became her sanctuary, and the inspiration for this book.

Hannah went on to earn a degree in History. She lives in
Devon with her husband John Hocking and a ginger cat named
George. She can often be found exploring nature with a book or
a pencil in hand. More info: www.hannahmayhocking.com.

“A lovely book with a delightful tale.”
— Mrs S. Jeffs, Super Mother, UK

“An enchanting and beautiful story.”
— Miss C. Bowdon BA (Hon) Lit, UK


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An audio introduction to the Sparkle series read by the author.
Audio books coming soon!

“A timeless fairytale for children for all ages. Sparkle & The Gift is about a little girl who decides not to forget who she is, a radiant being of Light. Sparkle’s remarkable determination is contagious. She takes her mother, Alice, outdoors to align with the natural world and to remember that the Light is everyone’s friend. Alice is inspired to tell the story of ‘Kachina’s Gift’, which is a fairytale designed to remind us that everything we need is already within us.”

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Sparkle & The Gift
About: The first book in the Award-Winning Sparkle series
An uplifting fairytale.
Author: Ayn Cates Sullivan, Ph.D.
Illustrator: Belle Crow duCray
Age: Picture Book: Ages 6-9
Genre: Children’s Fiction - Body, Mind, Spirit / Fantasy
Hardcover with Dust Jacket/ 80 full color illustrated pages
ISBN: 978-0-9970467-3-1 (illustrated hardcover with dust jacket; 2 stories, 80 pages)
ISBN: eBook 978-0-9970467-4-8
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Pinnacle Book Achievement Awards - Best Book Children's Fairytale


An audio introduction to the Sparkle series read by the author.
Audio books coming soon!

Sparkle & The Light is about finding wellbeing within our own nature. The stories offer insight on how to live from a place of truth and continue to be the best that we can be regardless of the views of others. These spell-binding tales include a story about a gifted young girl who is bullied at school and misunderstood by her parents. Ella can see energy and light and lives in a vastly more colorful and peaceful world. The uplifting characters remind us that we are all unique and that we must never be afraid of sharing our light with the world. Visionary and triumphant, Sparkle and the Light is a gift for all ages, and all time.

Honorable mention
at the 2015 Pacific Rim Festival


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Sparkle & The Light
About: The second book in the Award-Winning Sparkle series
A story that invites us to overcome bullying and find well-being within.
Picture Book/Middle Grad: Ages 7-11.
Author: Ayn Cates Sullivan, Ph.D.
Illustrator: Belle Crow duCray
Age: Picture Book/Middle-Grade Reader: Ages 7-11.
Genre: Children’s Fiction - Body, Mind, Spirit / Fantasy/ Indigo Kids
Hardcover with Dust Jacket/ 80 full color illustrated pages
ISBN: 978-0-9884537-0-8 (illustrated hardcover with dust jacket; 2 stories, 80 pages)
ISBN: eBook 978-0-9884537-1-5
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Three Days in the Light Three Days in the Light

Three Days in the Light is a book of blessings, several of which are sung on Maria Cristina's latest CD "From The Heart." The Ayn Cates Sullivan shares her mystical light experience of what it is to be released from the confines of the body/mind complex. The story is followed by a series of poems that bless the reader and invite in aspects and qualities of light. Ayn is non-denominational in her approach. This is a book to treasure and call upon whenever you have the need for spiritual sustenance.

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Ella's MagicElla's Magic

A young girl tries to hide something strange about herself from friends and family. When she becomes curious a light shines out of her forehead. Ella goes on a quest to find out why this happens to her, only to discover it is a true gift.

Ella’s Magic
A Story from the Award-Winning Sparkle series
ISBN: 978-1-947925-03-8 (paperback)
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Summary: A young girl tries to hide something strange about herself from friends and family. When she becomes curious a light shines out of her forehead. Ella goes on a quest to find out why this happens to her, only to discover it is a true gift.


“This book is for every magical child who ever felt different or misunderstood.”
- Susan Lange, OMD, L.Ac.

“I love the message for each of us to let our own special light shine through in life.”
-Tori Spelling, actress

“An enlightened way to teach all children of the world love, respect, and health.”
- Raquel Marcela Benson, author

“A guide in how to respectfully and lovingly treat others.”
- Ciara Bravo, actress

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Cosmic Dancer From the Heart

Maria Cristina's latest CD, From the Heart. The lyrics were co-created by Ayn Cates Sullivan and Maria Cristina. Maria's angelic voice uplifts the spirit and inspires hope in her listeners.

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The WindhorseThe Windhorse
Poems of Illumination

The Windhorse is a book of poetry designed to inspire and uplift. It is for people who are discovering their inner light and are awakening to the beloved found within. Horse lovers will also resonate with many poems.

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Consider ThisConsider This

Consider This: Recovering Harmony & Balance Naturally, is a lay person’s introduction to twelve alternative therapies which Ayn researched and studied in depth while completing her doctorate at King’s College London in England. The book was published by Findhorn in 1995, a well known and loved spiritual community, ecovillage, and international center for holistic learning in Scotland. Consider This introduces various modalities including Aromatherapy, Color Therapy, Crystal Healing, Energy Therapies, Flower Essences, Homoeopathy, Nutrition, Reflexology, Sound Therapy, Spiritual Healing, Affirmations and Yoga. The book was used as a text book for New Approaches in the UK for several years, and is written as a guidebook which can open the way to further study and inquiry.

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Tracking the DeerTracking the Deer

Tracking The Deer, is Ayn’s first book of poetry published in Dyfed, Wales by Envoi Press in 1991. Many of the poems were previously published in North American and British literary journals including, “Artemis,” “Oasis,” “Understanding” and “Weyfarers.” This is a first edition, limited edition. The mystical poems are mostly reflections about growing up and overcoming shadows. There are a few early poems about Irish mythology.

(Poem From Page 19)

Dusk In A Familiar Meadow

I have walked these fields and seen
how light rises and cold settles,
the different ways a twig can fall,
new trails made by calves.

The moon is suspended,
a white apple on silver limbs.
The cry of an owl
runs through the forest like wind.

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